Made Thinspo

Saturday morning was spent watching an
MTV MADE marathon.

The new season focuses on college students

rather than high schoolers

which is obviously more relateable to me.

I found two of them incredibly inspirational:

one was about

a girl who wanted to become a body builder

and another about

a team of girls training for the Tough Mudder.

The body building one was amazing.

In 3 weeks she transformed her body

and looked so great at her competition.

It sounds&seems cheesy,

but I totally want to do that!

I have the perfect body type to gain muscle quickly,

now if only I could cut weight more quickly.

Maybe after the first round of this diet

I'll start pushing more weight again.

The boyfriend got pretty excited
when I mentioned wanting to try

and attempt to be a fitness model...

He would.

He loves all that crap.

The Tough Mudder group
simply reminded me of my goal

to run a marathon someday.

Or at least a half.

This is my year.

I won't be cheesy and all "In 2013 I will..."

but I definitely have some internal goals in mind.