|i often think this about our lack of sex|
|i'd rather have all my clothes hang off my bones|
|i've gotten on the scale once - it sucked|
|link to dildos?|
|Zelda lookin' thin in her junpsuite|
|weight isn't addressed very often|
|I've been making batches of muffins every Sunday for mid-day snacks during the week.|
I even made a whole batch for the boyfriend&I to nom on throughout vacation.
I use applesauce, whole wheat flower, eggwhites, and bananas
then whatever else I happen to have in the kitchen - i.e. kale&carrotjuice.
I never use recipes either, so it's always an adventure to try them.
|Kale Banana Flaxseed|
|Step 1 to fitting into a wedding dress: stop eating shit|
I know I should know better
and I definitely do know better
but I chose to desire an eating disorder.
I may not succeed always - but I want my ED.
I've been a vegetarian since I was a toddler.
Throughout the past year, I ate a lot of meat with the boy, though.
I will not allow myself to get off track anymore.
Being a vegetarian is one of the best ways to avoid eating.
My body-image issues have existed since I can remember.
My mom was always pointing out people's weight&size
and she was constantly trying new diets.
Often she was convincing me to try them with her.
We had some friends in town this weekend.
Shockingly, our guy friend is the one who binge&purged.
The knowledge that he'd done this shook me
and actually made me never want to b&p again.
I've been a runner my whole life
and I definitely embraced EDs during my highschool running days.
Somehow the less I ate, the better I was.
I'm trying to get back to my roots with this half marathon training.