Thin Again

I know. I know.
I say the same shit over&over.

I've had a sudden burst of motivation.

I'm flying into Chicago

for a Girls' Reunion

over New Years

and I want to be the

skinniest girl in the group again.

I used to be the one

who everyone would tell to

"eat a hamburger"

with a lip-sneer

while examining my body.

I used to be the one

to lay over everyone

in the backseat of the DD's car.

I was the tiny one.

And I will be again.

Major deficit today.

I know I fall off the wagon here&there

but days like these let me know that

I've still got it

I can still do this

and I will.