Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Purge&Lax

I had broken blood vessels last week
and mouth sores this week.
They're gross&embarrassing
but external proof of my internal satisfaction.
For a while I'd convinced myself not to purge.
I told myself I'd controll my intake
I told myself I'd burn calories through work-outs
instead of throwing-up&laxitive-abuse.
I'm just not losing, though.
So, I've given up on behaving.
I like purging my binges.
I like emptying myself in the morning.
I try&try&try and never shrink...
mia creates more results.

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