Controlled Posts

I like to keep my posts to a minimum.

Daily Food Log

and

One "Me"

If I allowed myself to post every time/thing I thought,

I'd ramble

and

no one would read it.

(not that anyone is anyway.)

Sometimes I want to post a million times a day.

But - also - sometimes I want to eat an entire pizza.

So, I'll control myself.

All aspects...

...constant control.

Another "controlled" aspect of my life:

I don't own a scale.

I have to weigh myself at the gym.

So, if I'm not hitting the gym till the end of the day,

I know I must control myself till my weigh-in...

...a little added motivation to starve the day away.

Though I've been doing "great" controlling

my cigarette&laxative intake

I had one cigarette after my dinner binge today

and I've been taking stool softeners ever night

(including the occasional mineral oil [laxitive])

so my control could be better...

...better by just not eating!