Wedded Thinspo

First there Adriana who got married on

Real Housewives of Miami

and looked absolutely tiny for her wedding.

There's a scene

where she's walking into the hotel

and her legs look like sticks

in her huge heels and flowy shorts.

If I was going to be the center of attention

and take pictures I'll cherish forever

I guess I'd be really motivated, too.

Then there's my silly sister-in-law

giving my a stack of bridal magazines.

No, the boyfriend&I aren't engaged

and we probably won't be for a while

and I'm more than a-o.k. with that

but it's almost scary to think

that in just a few years

I could be walking down the aisle.

I really should be perfecting my thin frame

now

instead of losing a bunch then

and having everyone tell me:

how small I look for my wedding...

I want to be itty-bitty for every day.

Day 424

Breakfast:
Sushi - 100cals
Lunch:
Pizza - 200cals
Salad - 150cals
Dinner:
Pizza - 300cals

Exercise:
Walk w/ Stairs - 200cals

NET: 550

Two Years Later

...:Two Years Later:...

I was so gigantically fat in 2011...
I don't know how I snagged my boyfriend then.
Easily 140lbs ...how disgusting I was.
When I think about drunkely fucking him
getting ready for dates
thinking that I was better than him...
I was gross&huge
and lucky that he liked me anyway.
Now, though, I'm much better than I was.
Now, though, he should feel lucky to have me.
Now, though, he should fuck me more often.
I will continue to shrink.
I will always be good enough for him
(maybe even better than him)
and he'll always know he wants me.

TODAY's WEIGH-IN: 125lbs

Day 423

Breakfast:
Celery w/ Dip - 150cals
Lunch:
Chips & Queso - 200cals
Snack:
Sunflower Seeds - 150cals
Dinner:
Sushi - 200cals
Beer - 200cals
Late Night Binge:
Jalapeno Poppers - 300cals

Exercise:
Run - 200cals
Elliptical - 300cals

NET: 700

Vanessa Thin

Though I HATE her character

(Vanessa on Gossip Girl)

but I do LOVE Jessica Szohr

her tiny frame & awesome fashion sense.

Evertime I see her on screen

I want to throw away my closet

go shopping and intensely diet

so my thighs can be as small as her thighs

in the cutest shorts&skirts&dresses.

It's definitely possible.

I'm well on my way.

Most recent favorite quote

from my actual favorite character:

"Do I look like I've been eating? Don't insult me."

-Blair Waldorf S6E2

Day 422

Breakfast:
Hard Boiled Eggs - 100cals
Snack:
Sunflower Seeds - 150cals
Lunch:
Chips & Queso - 300cals
Celery - 25cals
Dinner:
Tuna & Crackers - 200cals

Exercise:
Walk w/ Stairs - 200cals
Crunches - 100cals

NET: 475

Sexy Sitcoms

Two thinspirational shows I'm into:

American Horror Story Coven&Betrayal.

Goodness... they're both sexy

and full of tiny people.

Emma Roberts&Taissa Farmiga

(Madison&Zoe)

and mysterious&perfect witches in Coven

enticing me into a witchcraft fascination

and a desire to throw away my colorful clothing

and adopt a black cat.

They're both small&sexy

and probably party&diet like professionals.

Hannah Ware the actress who plays Sarah Hanley

is so thin&beautiful

her clothes hang off her body

and her sex scenes make me want my own affair.

I anxiously await each upcoming episode.