Day 429

Breakfast:
Yogert - 150cals
Pineapple - 50cals
Lunch:
Tuna Salad w/ Cucumber Slices - 200cals
Snack:
Popcorn - 100cals
Dinner:
Salad w/ Hardboiled Egg - 200cals

Exercise:
Walk - 150cals
Biking - 200cals

NET: 350

Selfsie Thinspo

Maybe if I post some

BIG

FAT

pictures of myself

I'll feel motivated to regain control.

These are all from the past few months.

(at my office)

My thighs are the worst part

FOR SURE

so wide from the front

and so thick from the sides.

Disgusting.

No amount of cute&fashionable outfits

can cover up a gross body.

Day 428

Breakfast:
Yogert - 150cals
Lunch:
Tuna Salad w/ Crackers - 200cals
Cucumber Slices - 20cals
Snack:
Hardboiled Eggs - 130cals
Dinner:
Salad w/ Feta - 200cals

Exercise:
Walk - 150cals
Biking - 200cals

NET: 350

No Fucking Way.

I have fat thighs.

I have no sex.

I have to find mia.

In my case, though, it's Pizza.

And my thighs never get smaller.

I seriously have to get my shit together.

My man won't fuck me at all.

I'm always too fat to be fuckable.

I need sex - I need the body for sex.

I loved Mia for years&years.

I tend to decide I cannot keep it up.

I must fall back into Mia & become tiny.

Day 427

Breakfast:
Pumpkin Seeds - 100cals
Hardboiled Eggs - 250cals
Lunch:
Greek Salad - 200cals
Snack:
Orange - 50cals
Dinner:
Juevos Rancheros - 300cals

Exercise:
Walk - 250cals
Bike Ride - 200cals

NET: 450

Eating Liquids

A friend of the boyfriend's

has a tiny girlfriend

and I always assumed she was just

"one of those naturally thin girls"

but I found out the other weekend

just how untrue that is

when he got a little tipsy

and started complaining

about how she never eats.

They just moved in together

(just down the street from our house)

and he said they have no food in the house

which shocked me

cause I figured she ate like a horse

and happened to stay itty-bitty.

He said she focuses on "calories"

instead of food...

...she "eats" an energy drink or frapaccino

instead of chewing on a meal.

I started looking through her old pictures

after hearing what he said.

She definitely used to be "softer."

I found a picture from a wedding a year ago

compared to a wedding she was just in

and she's much bonier.

I need to adopt that mindset!

I'm a fat-disgusting pizza-slamming hog.

I didn't eat one healthy thing all weekend

and now I have a wedding to attend Friday

in a cute dress with a huge body.

Must behave this week.

Absolutely must.

Days 425-426

Day 425
Breakfast:
Bacon Omlette - 200cals Lunch:
Tuna Salad w/ Crackers - 200cals
Rice-r-Roni - 200cals
Dinner:
Chicken Wings - 200cals
Wine - 500cals
Exercise:
Walk w/ Stairs & Hills - 200cals
Day 426
Breakfast:
Rice-r-Roni - 200cals Lunch:
Pizza w/ Bacon - 300cals Dinner:
Egg Salad w/ Crackers - 200cals
Exercise:
Cleaning - 150cals
NET: 1650