Day 385

Breakfast:
Peanut Butter - 100cals
Lunch:
Salad w/ Croutons - 250cals
Snack:
Chips & Salsa - 100cals
Dinner:
Chicken - 100cals
Dessert:
Vegan Froyo - 100cals

Exercise:
Walk w/ Stairs - 150cals

NET: 500

Vacation Motivation (again)

I have NOT been a good girl lately.

I haven't been awful

but I've definitely been naughty.

I went on a camping trip

with some girlfriends last weekend

and brought some MaryJane with me.

I wanted to enjoy a tent on the beach

with a little mindlessness.

Unfortunately my girlfriends are munchers,

so I smoked&binged.

Irritating that I can't behave.

I have to start, though...

...and I can't just keep telling myself that.

I need to actually do it.

In exactly one month I'll be headed to LA

(for a week-long work conference)

and I want to look amazing.

This is real.

Under 120lbs by June 24th.
...I was gunna make eggless cookie dough
to snack on tonight
But I didn't have brown sugar,
so I'll take it as a sign to STOP.

Day 384

Breakfast:
Peanut Butter - 100cals
Lunch:
Black Bean Patty - 200cals
Onion Rings - 200cals
Snack:
Cucumber w/ Italian - 50cals
Dinner:
Spinach Salad - 200cals
Dessert:
Skittles - 50cals

Exercise:
Walk w/ Stair - 150cals
Bike Ride - 200cals

NET: 450

Happy Differences

This is the background on my work computer.
I put the list on this picture I GoogleImaged
to inspire be to
a) run
b) be happy.
Most of these goals are pretty hard for me.
I'm notorious for envying the happiness of others
and overthinking&overreacting to most things.
But, I'm trying.
I want to be happy.
I want to love myself inside&out.

http://successify.net/2012/10/31/22
-things-happy-people-do-differently/

Day 379

Breakfast:
Grapefruit - 50cals
Lunch:
Vegan Burger (not bun) - 200cals
Chickpea Salad - 50cals
Snack:
Hard-boiled Eggs w Crackers - 100cals
Dinner:
Baked Potato w/ BBQ Sauce - 150cals
Dessert:
Cookie Dough - 100cals

Exercise:
Run w/ Stairs - 200cals
Incline Walk - 300cals

NET: 150

SeaCreatureSkinny

Silly post some [probably fat] person shared on facebook:

http://idealistrevolution.blogspot.com

/2013/03/
body-image-parable-goes-viral-mermaid.html

Of course the women wanted to "be a whale."

When women feel pressured to lose,

they justify their gain.

I don't want to be a mermaid or a whale.

I want to be a thin&beautiful woman.

As for being fat&happy or skinny&sad...

I believe that's absolute bullshit.

I plan to be tiny&terrific

with a lovely life to match.

Day 378

Breakfast:
Grapefruit - 50cals
Lunch:
Turkey Unwich - 200cals
Snack:
Peanut Butter - 200cals
Dinner:
Cheese & Crackers - 150cals
Dessert:
Peanut Butter Cookie - 100cals

Exercise:
Walk w/ Stairs - 150cals

NET: 550