The Days.

I'm feeling very old lately.

very useless.

very underwhelmed.

I'm feeling like I've missed everything

...like I'm stuck.

I wish I was stoned.

I wish I fucked all the time.

I wish I worked out more.

I wish I read books.

.stretch my mind.

.control my body.

.dominat my world.

I was so motivated just weeks ago

and now I am just a slob.

.a bloated&lonely slob.

I need to find myself again.

I went through a Chips&Queso phase.
Last week I ate that 2 Days In a Row.
I know its not that naughty
and I know my intake isn't that high
but I haven't been working out enough
to allow myself to eat at all.
Guh. I suck.