Thin Friend

One of my tiny facebook friends.

I need to adopt the habits of these thin people.



Thin Service

After watching Bedlam,

I was reminded of another show on my hulu+ favorites:

Lip Service.

It's basically just a bunch of skinny lesbians in Scotland...

obviously an excellent&thinspirational show.

I'd say both season

(since 2 season shows seem to be a theme)

are worth watching.



Natural Shailene

I might very well be obsessed with Shailene Woodley.

Rarely do I find an actress I truly want to emulate

but she intrigues&amazes me.

I've watched so many interviews

and I just think she's so perfect.

I love the way she talks and the way she thinks.

Obviously it's not like a Belieber situation

(gross)

I mean, I'm a 20something semi-successful girl,

but I feel like she's a great person to look up to

...to aspire to be like.

Maybe it's because she's my age and I find myself thinking:

how can she be so in touch with her thoughts&opinions

when I still have no idea what I want&need for my life.

I guess I'll just continue to read articles

like her interview in Natural Health

and try to figure out why her lifestyle connects with me so well.

I've always been a naturalist...

a lifelong vegetarian and major recycler...

I guess I have some soul-searching&internal-digging to do.

http://www.divergentlife.com/2014/04/shailene-woodley-in-natural-health.html



Thinspiring Emma

I never tend to know that awards shows are happening till they're over.

So, obviously, I'm just now reading through the winners of the

SAG Awards 2015.

I must admit, I've never even heard of Birdman

but I looked it up and Emma Stone looks like a thinspirational goddess.

She's always tiny.

I think I've posted before about my love for Easy A

but its nice to see her developing as an actress, too.

...I mean, Outstanding Performance by a Cast in a Motion Picture, that's awesome.

Guess I'll have to check it out.



Popular Fat

These girls went to my high school.

They were the "popular girls."

The one in the cardi is pregnant, so I won't judge her.

I think it's impressive that the two on the outside are still thin,

(especially since the blond has 2 kids)

but I feel incredibly satisfied by the leopard-printed-shirt-one.

She was always the nice one who'd turn on you on a dime.

If you were cool that week, she was cool with you.

If you weren't cool, she didn't give you the time of day.

When her and her long-term boyfriend broke up,

she contacted me to help her move and find a new job.

Sure, yeah, I'll bend over backward for you after all these years.

I thought to myself, but obviously I helped anyway.

I wouldn't say I truly dislike any of them,

but I am very happy to be out of high school and far away.

Leopard-print has packed on quite a few pounds.

I smirk at the additional weight

and giggle at the comment she left on that group picture.

You're right, you look chubby,

and your friend who told you you're beautiful is simply kissing your ass.

I say to myself.

And I tell myself that I will never look like her

or have anyone telling me that I look good when I'm really fat.



Wintergirls

I decided I wanted to read 15 books in 2015,

so I wracked my brain for books I'd been wanting to read.

I read Speak, by Laurie Halse Anderson, in high school

and loved it

and assumed I'd love Wintergirls as well.

I wasn't wrong.

I read the entire book in one 2.5hr flight.

The way she writes is so dark&haunting

yet so beautiful&realistic&raw.

The main character has an eating disorder

and the book basically documents her battle

along with a very significant event that has happened in her life.

I would definitely recommend it.



Bedlam's Ashley

After doing some imdb.com researching

(one of my favorite sites)

I found that feeding my Theo James hunger

would prove difficult since he hasn't been in much.

I figured I'd take advantage of what I could, though,

and watch all 6 episodes that he appears in in Bedlam.

To my genuine surprise,

Ashley Medekew (who I knew from Revenge) appears, too,

and she is quite a source of thinspiration.

A leggy actress with a beautiful face

who runs around in sweats&a-cropped-top in the 1st episode.

There may only be one creepy season with these two gorgeous people,

but I think I'll enjoy it.



Shrinking Shailene

I'm very behind,

but I recently learned that I like Divergent

thanks to HBO On Demand.

I especially like how sexy Theo James is,

but - obviously - I can't help loving how thin Shailene Woodley is.

I ran across this article the other day

and I'll admit that her practices are a little much for me,

but I do like that she's simplified her life

and seems to really appreciate all she has

and all she's capable of on her own.

The part where she says she's never "lost weight" is silly, though.

She's clearly getting bonier&bonier.



Body Check

I follow this person on Instagram.

I admire her confidence to body check...

I would never post a photo of my body for everyone to see.

(unless I was feeling exceptionally small)

Maybe if I did, I would realize how much I have to lose.

She looks good, though.

Hm.

Thin Sisters

Glancing through facebook,

I noticed some of my sisters looking exceptionally thin,

so I had to showcase their perfection

and note my own desires&goals.

Obviously, I'll have to get my butt into gear

and be a little more active

if I aspire to look like the bottom picture.

Rachel Goal

I ran across this red carpet photo of the Friends girls.

Obviously, I had to share the thin.

Jennifer Aniston's body is my new goal.

Blown Up Balloon

This friend from college popped up on my newsfeed the other day

and I couldn't help noticing that she's blown up like a balloon!

It's so sad!

It's not like she was ever super tiny,

but she's definitely getting bigger&bigger.

I hope when people see me on facebook

they only think I still look small...

Alison Thickens

Sadly, one of the Pretty Little Liars

is not thin or getting any thinner...

the one who is supposed to be beautiful&popular

Alison, played by Sasha Pieterse,

continues to get thicker&zittier

with each passing episode.

I thought for sure she was pregnant,

but she's only 19 and I highly doubt that's the case.

I think her "softness" is genetic

and she's too young to have gained a handle on her body yet.

But, I'd like to know: where are all the trainers&chefs

she could hire with all the money she's making???



Paige Thin

Yes, all 4 main actresses on Pretty Little Liars are tiny,

but Paige, played by Lindsey Shaw, just keeps shrinking

and now seems to be even more thin&bony than the rest.

then vs. now

her first appearance vs. winter 2015 premier

ever-thinning face



PLL Thin

Lucy Hale

Ashley Benson

Shay Mitchell

Troian Bellisario

In honor of the Pretty Little Liars winter premier

here are some pictures from the 2012 Teen Choice Awards

showcasing how slim all the beautiful liars are.

Britt Thin

I'm not really a fan of The Bachelor.

I used to watch it, but its gotten too far-fetched&dramatic.

This season, though, an old friend of mine is one of the bachelorettes,

so I watched the first episode

(with my best friend who is obsessed).

We both (and the entire world, I think) fell in love with Britt...

who is definitely the most beautiful of the contestants.

I want her thinbody&perfectface.

I honestly feel like her chemistry with Chris was genuine&adorable.

I have a feeling it won't last

(the season's preview didn't look good for her)

but I'm still looking forward to the weekly thispo while she's around.

VS Tweets

Thanks, Victoria's Secret, for reminding me:

I have a lot of work to do.

I'm not so into resolutions...

but I'll admit that in this new year, I need a new me.



Portia Workout

Everyone who's anyone knows that Ellen DeGeneres is married to Portia de Rossi.

As an avid Unbearable Lightness reader, I obviously love Portia.

Recently on The Ellen Show,

Ellen showed a video of Portia working out to a Jane Fonda video.

(another actress who is majorly thinspirational)

If I was Portia,

I might not be the happiest that my wife posted a video of my butt for the world to see...

but if my butt&legs looked like hers, I might not care.

Friends Thin

If you're an avid Netflix watcher,

you probably know that Friends is on instant stream now.

So I started watching from the beginning

and I couldn't help noticing how tiny the female cast is

especially in the 1st New Years Eve episode.

Major thinspo in these little-silk-90s dresses.

Clean

I'm sure there are a lot of interpretations to this song,

but it always reminds me of my battle.

I think of "the drought" as when I was trying to "get better."

"10 months sober, I must admit:

just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it."

...the feeling of "beating" anorexia, but missing it.

Yet, in my own mind - the "clean" version of myself I want

is the tiny one.

So, I'll give in.

 

"Clean"

Taylor Swift feat. Imogen Heap
 

The drought was the very worst
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
It was months, and months of back and forth
You're still all over me like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore

Hung my head as I lost the war, and the sky turned black like a perfect storm

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning gone was any trace of you,
I think I am finally clean

There was nothing left to do
When the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room
So I punched a hole in the roof
Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you

The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you,
I think I am finally clean
I think I am finally clean
Said I think I am finally clean

10 months sober, I must admit
Just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it
10 months older, I won't give in
Now that I'm clean I'm never gonna risk it

The drought was the very worst
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning gone was any trace of you,
I think I am finally clean

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning gone was any trace of you
I think I am finally clean
Finally clean
Think I'm finally clean
Think I'm finally clean