This Year

Extremely correct:

Shit I was almost happy again.

I've gained 10lbs since Halloween.

I was so thin that day.

Then I weighed in at 134lbs on NYE.

Shit.

This year: I'll do better.

I'll keep losing when I'm feeling thin

and I won't just pile the pounds back on.

This year, I'll be tiny.

That's the only way it can be.