Oh, Amazon.

...the things you find on Amazon.

Some people's reviews of items crack me up

and make me jealous

when they talk about how tiny they are.

I want to be able to say that I'm "very petite"

and proudly proclaim a 95lb weight.

Also, I really don't understand

why that model doesn't have a shirt on...

especially with those lovehandles.

So random.

Day 353

Breakfast:
Banana Nut Bread - 100cals
Lunch:
Celery & Hummus - 150cals
Chips & Queso - 300cals
Dinner:
Veggie Patty - 150cals
Exercise:


NET: 

White Tee

This was one of my favorite t-shirts.

(back in the day)

I remember wearing it with this pair of

old-worn-out jeans

and feeling so sexy.

A t-shirt&jeans made me feel unstopable.

Nowaday, I have to wear big sweaters

leggings&tights

bodysuites&undershirts

to ensure I'm hiding my fat body.

Last Thursday, though, I went t-shirt&jeans

and felt surprisingly good.

Sure, I'm still a solid 10lbs heavier

than I was in the above pictures

but I'm getting back to where I was

and getting back to feeling good.

Slowly but surely.

Day 352

Breakfast:
Yogurt - 150cals
Lunch:
Salad w/ Hardboiled Egg - 400cals
Dinner:
Pizza - 300cals

Exercise:
Cycling - 600cals

NET: 250

TV Thin

TV is such a wonderful source for Thinspo.

Well - sictoms are...

...reality TV is full of fatties.

Like TLC - goodness, so many chunkers.

First there's Brothers and Sisters

Kitty (Calista Flockhart) looking tiny as ever

and then there's Hart of Dixie

a show full of skinny characters including

Zoe (Rachel Bilson) and Tansy (Mircea Monroe).

I think it's nice to see those bony celebs on TV.

When I was in California

I went to a taping of the Kris Jenner Show

(which, laughably, is already cancelled)

and the episode featured Denise Richards.

She was rediculously thin...

even thinner than she looks in pictures&TV

so it proves the camera really does add pounds!

Day 351

Breakfast:
Yogert - 150cals
Lunch:
Salad w/ Hard Boiled Egg - 200cals
Snack:
Pickle - 10cals
Dinner:
Chili w/ Fritos - 500cals
Cookie Dough - 100cals


Exercise:
Cycling - 250cals

NET: 710

Walk & Burn

This past weekend I went to Chicago

for a day of shopping with my mom.

She has this thing called a FitBit

that hooks to your body and calculates your exercise.

According to her

we walked 18,038 seps totalling 7.42 miles

and burned 2,264 calories.

Pretty impressive for shopping

and considering we only ate one meal the whole day

our NET was exactly what I like to see.

Too bad I can't walk that much every day.

Back to daily cycling till Christmas instead.