Purge&Lax

I had broken blood vessels last week

and mouth sores this week.

They're gross&embarrassing

but external proof of my internal satisfaction.

For a while I'd convinced myself not to purge.

I told myself I'd controll my intake

I told myself I'd burn calories through work-outs

instead of throwing-up&laxitive-abuse.

I'm just not losing, though.

So, I've given up on behaving.

I like purging my binges.

I like emptying myself in the morning.

I try&try&try and never shrink...

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