Control Decision

I didn't get the job I interviewed for

even though I was perfect and really wanted it.

I barely live in the house I bought

because I can't do all the moving alone.

Yet I'm almost always there alone

since the bf moved home for his dying mother.

My $110 hair color did not turn out like I'd imagined

after I went out of my way for my favorite hair girl.

It's all out of my control.

But my weight doesn't have to be...

...my meals don't have to be.

I will not gain another pound.

I will starve and control my intake.

I will look the way I want to.

It's the only thing I can handle.

Weigh-In: 128lbs