Wasted Weekends

...this is how I've acted lately.

Reverting back to my wasted college days.

Fucking&Partying my way through life.

Spiraling&Misbehaving without a care.

I got hammered at friends' weddings...
two weekends in a row

face-planted on the sidewalk

giving myself a goose egg & scraped knees.

At least when I acted this way in the past:

I was tiny.

Now I'm just a disgusting mess...

and embarrassing disaster.

If I'm going to be out of control

I better be small enough to carry to safety.