Weekend Thinspo

The boyfriend&I attended weddings

two weekends in a row this month.

I really wanted to look great for the first one.

One of his best friends got married

and I wanted him to feel proud to show me off

to all his friends&family.

Even after having Mirena put in

(one of the most painful experiences of my life)

and being on my period

I felt small&thin in my form-fitting dress

and though almost every female guest

at that wedding was tiny

I was confident enough to dance&enjoy.

The next wedding wasn't as big of a deal.

A bunch of my sorority sisters

who have gotten fat since graduation.

Besides my closest girlfriend

the rest of them are much bigger than me

and seeing the ones I can't stand

looking all rolly-polly was very satisfying.

Now I have to look good for Halloween.

Oy, thinspo.

I guess I can't complain about the motivation.