Stress Starved

The boyfriend&I have been

House Hunting lately.

It's a lot more stressful

than you'd imagine from HGTV.

And

when I'm stressed

I tend not to eat.

Some people "Stress Eat"

well...

I guess I "Stress Starve"

because I completely lose my appetite

when I'm under emotional pressure.

I'm not complaining, though.

A lack of desire to munch is perfect

I just wish my brain functioned properly

without to food I forget to eat.

.Me on Saturday morning.
...if only my big-fat-arms would go away...

Day 188

Breakfast:
Apple - 60cals
Lunch:
Chicken & Celery Soup - 100cals
Dinner:
Homemade Rueben - 350cals

Exercise:
Incline Walk - 300cals

NET: 210

SixMonthsLater

One Half Year

Six Months

Only10lbs Down

...I guess it's better than nothing.

http://beneathbones.blogspot.com/2012/09/finally-weighed-myself-today-to-know.html

I didn't drink any alcohol

from February 3rd to now.

And I don't plan on

picking drinking back up

as much as I had last year.

No more booze belly.

Less than a month

till a good friend's wedding...

I guess I won't drink till then.

Day 185-186

Weekend Full Of:
Corned Beef Hash
Deep Dish Pizza
Greek Salad
French Fries
BEER
and
Ice Cream

Not So Full Of:
Incline Walking
and
Standing Around Socializing

NOT the Worst...
but NOT the best.

[...after some puking& laxatives]
Net: 1000ish
cals/day

Cupcake Lesson

I discovered a cupcake shop

down the street from my office

and couldn't resist going inside.

I picked the Strawberry Cupcake

because I decided the fruit made it "healthy."

Then I cut off a chunk for the boyfriend to try.

It honestly wasn't that good,

so I'm glad I didn't eat it all...

but I still wasted some calories

on some unnecessary dessert.

 .Lesson Learned.

Day 182

Breakfast:
Apple - 60cals
Lunch:
Pickles - 50cals
Strawberry Cupcake - 150cals
Snack:
Fried Eggs - 150cals
[THROW UP]
Dinner:
Side Salad - 50cals
Cheese Bread - 250cals

Exercise:
Walk w/ Stairs - 200cals

NET: 510 [400]

Mia Monster

I've been a MiaMonster lately.

I haven't even been eating that poorly.

A little treat here

something naught there

but no major binges...

yet, after ingesting something as minimalistic

as a salad

I head to the bathroom

turn on the shower

and throw everything up.

I just can't seem to stop myself.

I feel so much better once I've done it,

whether the food was worth getting rid of or not.

Side Effects:

I'm not gaining weight.

I'm not losing weight.

...and...

I've got sores in&around my mouth.

Damnit.

How gross.

I really do need to stop.