Day 233

Breakfast:
Grapefruit - 60cals
Almonds - 160cals
Lunch:
Grilled Zucchini & Asparagus - 100cals
Mashed Cauliflower - 130cals
Dinner:
Greek Salad - 150cals
Scoop of Vegan Froyo - 50cals
Exercise:
Cycling - 350cals

NET: 300

Running Goals

If she can do it,

I can do it.

One of the boyfriend's friend's girlfriend

[who's already teeny-tiny]

has started running

and constantly posts picture

before&after her runs

which irritates the shit out of me.

It's pure jealousy on my part.

I've always been a runner,

but not very serious.

Sure, crosscountry&track in highschool,

but never much more.

I want to run a marathon...

...I've been saying it for years.

I need to just do it.

So instead of getting annoyed

when she posts her show-off pictures

I need to get off my ass

and go for a run.

Today I make a vow:

by this time next year,

I will have run a half marathon.

[faster than her!]

I got in 3 miles around 24mins
on the treadmill.
I really need to start getting up
for morning runs, though.

Day 232

Breakfast:
Grapefruit - 50cals
Lunch:
Cucumber - 20cals
Almonds - 180cals
Dinner:
Romaine w/ Peppers & Olive Oil - 150cals

Exercise:
Walk - 150cals
Cycling - 350cals

NET: -100

Walk&Tan

I finally found a worthy tanning salon today.

I haven't found one since I moved...

mostly because I was trying to cut back

and because the boyfriend haggled tanning

into our monthly gym membership.

But I pretty much hate those beds.

So I found a high quality salon

just a mile down the street from my house

with high pressure beds.

I walked there

and it took me back to my college days

when I'd walk to the tanner at dusk

and lay in a big comfy bed

for my 20 minutes of "me time."

I feel so happy right now.

I love memories

and I love wonderful tanners.

Good day for me.

No matter how many people

tell me how awful it is for me...

tanning will probably always be

one of my favorite things.

Day 231

Breakfast:
Grapefruit - 100cals
Lunch:
Almonds - 180cals
Carrots - 50cals
Snack:
Apple - 60cals
Dinner:
Taco Salad - 150cals

Exercise:
2 Mile Walk - 200cals
Incline Walk - 200cals
Chest @ Gym - 150cals

NET: -10

Pizza Face

I've had a horrible complexion lately.

It's embarrassing.

I feel like a 13-year-old boy

with a pizza face.

It could be the adderall

[which I'm out of...]

or stress.

Whatever the reason,

it's very frustrating.

Makes me not want to work on my body

when I can't control my face.

I suppose,

instead of being defeated

I should work harder.

Cleaning my diet completely

to cut out anything

that could make my face

explode.

I do not want to look gross

on vacation.
(at least my jaw&cheekbones are lookin' skinny.)

Day 229-230

Day 237
Brunchish:
Celery & Peanut Butter - 300cals
Dinner:
"Taco Salad" - 200cals
[lettuce, black beans, salsa, guacamole]
Dessert:
Dry Cinnamon Chex - 100cals

Exercise:
Stairs Run - 200cals

Day 238
Breakfast:
Celery & Peanut Butter - 200cals
Lunch:
"Taco Salad" - 200cals Dinner:
Grapefruit - 100cals

Exercise:
Stairs Run - 200cals

NET: 400