Angus&Julia&Cigarettes

...though I couldn't take up smoking again...

I can't deny that I miss it.

These Angus&Julia song make it even worse.

The comfort in a cigarette...

when I didn't want to think&function.

The excuse to exit a an uncomfortable situation:

for a cigarette.

No food for me - I'm smoking.
A friend craddled between my fingers.
A box&lighter calling from my purse.
You need nothing but me.
(and maybe coffee.)

I miss those days for sure.

But, I've seen first-hand the ugly side-effects

and I'm not willing to sacrifice that much.

Mary-Jane, though, is another story.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z38si7BX9mA

"Chocolates & Cigarettes"

Angus & Julia Stone

Living on a diet of Chocolates & Cigarettes
I wanna call you again
I'll drink tea sometimes when it's cold
This is getting old
I call you again

Still too young to fail, too scared to sail away
But one of these days I'll grow old
And I'll grow brave and I'll go
One of these days

Blowing out the candles from my cake
I choke on the smoke as I look around the room
Everybodys wishing for no more mistakes
And all that I can think about is you

Still too young to fail, to scared to sail away
But one of these days I'll grow old
And I'll grow brave and I'll go
One of these days
La da la da la da

Still too young to fail, too scared to sail away
But one of these days I'll grow old
And I'll grow brave and I'll go
One of these days
La da la da la da

"I'm Not Yours"
Angus & Julia Stone

Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth
You're the only one that wants me around
And I can think of a thousand reasons why
I don't believe in you, I don't believe in you and I

Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth
You're the only one that wants me to die
And I can think of a thousand reasons why
I don't believe in you, I don't believe in you

I'm not yours anymore
I'm not yours anymore
No, I'm not yours anymore
I'm not yours anymore

Jump into your white mobile and run away
You're always leaving me behind
And I can think of a thousand reasons why
I don't believe in you, I don't believe in you and I

I'm not yours anymore
I'm not yours anymore
No, I, I'm not yours anymore
I'm not yours anymore

Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth
You're the only one that wants me around
And I can think of a thousand reasons why
I don't believe in you, I don't believe in you and I